Princesses-of-Heart

Omg... Wtf... I haven't posted a journal since 2012... I used to be so active!  I am so sorry!! T^T Life has just changed so much since my last entry, I guess it just carried me away. Still wtf it's not that hard to check in every once in a while! I'm going to try to be active again! How is everyone?! I miss you guys! Again so very sorry!! T_T I hope you all have been well and enjoying life! To all my friends who recently went to ALA, Yay! I hope you guys had fun! I think that's another reason for my lack of updates here too. I haven't been to a convention since Anime Expo 2013! It's been toooo long T_T Forget post-con depression, I have no-con depression! I hope I get to go to a convention or and least cosplay with some friends soon! So that's my goal for this year, be active again! Get back into drawing and cosplay more!! We'll see how it goes with work and school ; I want to hear from you guys! How have you all been?! I swear I won't not post for 2 years again. I'll try to do a journal a month ^_^ So see you soon!

~Rachel

Hey everyone, it's been like forever since I last posted a journal @___@ Sorry about that!! ; Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still alive and still use dA!! A lot has happened since my last journal, and I'll catch you guys up with all that in another journal which I will hopefully write up this week! The main point of this one is to let you guys know that I am updating lol. I'm going to post a new journal, and just uploaded a bunch of photos! I'm still in the process of adding tags and descriptions to them, so bare with me >__> I should have everything done in a few days though! Hope you guys have been well <3 Talk to you later! ^_^

Happy St. Patrick's Day everyone! :3 Didn't really do much today, but I got to have fun dressing up in lots of green! It was a good chance to use the green glitter eyeshadow that's in the eyeshadow pallet that Amanda gave me! ^.^ The green glitter on my eyes goes well with the green I'm wearing lol! Hmm, lets see... Last time I posted a journal everything pretty much sucked T__T The beginning of March still sucked, with my dad complaining about my job, and my friend telling me he was moving. So yeah, lots of crying involved ; Things got a little better last weekend though, because I finally got to get out of my house and hang out with a friend ^_^ My sister's high school friend Seara lives in Philadelphia so I took the train on Friday (the 9th) to go spend the night and day with her! It was like being with a big sister and a friend all in one lol! I had a lot of fun! We talked about the crap we'd gone though the past few weeks, so that made us both feel better! I had new experiences and firsts too! I had Vietnamese and Korean food for the first time, and I finally got to try BoBa! ^.^ It was all so yummy! :3 It was interesting to explore Philadelphia like that. The last time I had been there, it was just like driving through it lol. So yeah, it was really nice to get out and visit Seara! <3 I was sad when I had to go the next day (the 10th) T.T But she said I could visit her again so hopefully we can get together at the end of the month! Those todays were nice since I wasn't left alone to myself to think. That's what I've been doing a lot the past few weeks and it's not good x_x I'll think about anything and everything, but mostly the stuff that bothers me >.< So I've been thinking about my friend a lot and that's what makes me most depressed T_T But I'm trying to stay strong! And now that my sisters are back from California, they're giving me other things to think about lol. I really need to get back to drawing and working on cosplay videos, two things my ear injury and crying prevented me from doing ; But hopefully I can work on those things soon! Umm what else lol. Not sure XD I guess I just wanted to mainly say Happy St. Patrick's Day, and that things are still hard, but I'm trying my best to stay positive and trying to get out of this rut I've gotten stuck in! I hope you are well and hope you enjoyed your day! ^__^

I didn't really do much with my extra day What about you guys lol? The rest of my February pretty much ended up sucking. The beginning was great, but the rest was just terrible T_T Within the last 2 and a half weeks I've gotten sick, a really close friend suddenly became distant, I haven't gotten to talk to my other friends as much (they were busy so they weren't online as much), and my sisters left for California for 3 weeks. So I've been depressed and feeling really alone. On top of that my cat Terra got in a fight again so we had to take him to the vet to get him checked out and get antibiotics, and mom had surgery on her leg to get an old injury fixed up so I've been having to do more around the house @_@ So this past weekend was just like my breaking point. At work one of the horses, Raffie, bit me on the shoulder, and then later that day he kicked me in the head and back when I went to move one of the ponies Ginger. He wasn't meaning to kick me, I'm sure he was aiming it at Ginger, but Ginger ran and I got kicked instead >.< He somehow managed to cut my ear and take a nick out of it, and it was bleeding a lot x_x I texted my friend saying I had now officially been kicked by a horse (I had been stepped on, bitten, dragged, and fallen off before but never kicked) and he replied "The fuck!!!!!" and "Pics or it didn't happen" so I took pics to prove it and I sent them to him XD And of course this all happens when no one is around lol. I called Bonnie ( my riding instructor/employer) and she came back home to help me clean my ear up and take me home. There was talk about going to the ER but I ended up just going to a clinic and getting a shot, and the next day I went to the doctor and he gave me some antibiotics. So now I have a bite mark/bruise on my right shoulder, my left arm is sore since that's where I got the shot, I have a big bruise on my lower back, and a cut up left ear. So yeah, not my week. I ended up crying not so much from pain, but from all the emotional build up ; But yeah that explains why things have been sucking T.T But I'm glad it wasn't as bad as it could have been! I'm very grateful and glad that I got to talk to Amanda and Amy for so long over the weekend. It made me feel so much better to talk to friends! TwT ♥ I really, really needed that *____* So yeah I'm ready to say bye bye February XD I'm hoping this week and March start bringing some good news. I know Spring will be at least one good thing to look forward too! This week had kinda of a rocky start when my parents complained about my makeup XP But I'm 22, not 13, so their opinion doesn't really matter (and it's like barely anything, they're so old fashioned -_-). I really need to get out @_____@ Gotta find another job and some roommates or something. Ah sorry, this is turning into a rant journal o.o Gotta stay positive. Ah here's something on a lighter note lol. I recorded part of my Making Paopu Cookies With Naminé and Roxas video www.youtube.com/watchv=TeHq_EA… www.youtube.com/watch?v=oqYf3v… on February 29, 2008! I can't believe it's been 4 years already, or rather 1 year XD Time flies! Ah well I can't think of what else to say at the moment. I need to draw more, that much I'm sure of! I'm getting tired so I'll reread this for typos later XD I hope you all have been doing well and are enjoying yourselves! I'll catch you guys later ^_^ Hopefully my next journal will be more positive!~

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!~ ♥ I hope you all are enjoying yourselves! I'd also like use this journal to say Happy Birthday Roger (February 4th), Happy Birthday Amanda (February 5th), and Happy Birthday Briana (February 9th)!~ You are amazing friends! ^.^ Thanks for being there for me and I hope you all enjoyed your birthdays! ^___^ I got to spend the day with Roger on his birthday so that was nice :3 We hung out at his house then went out shopping and had a birthday lunch with his mom. Though I sadly couldn't hang out with Amanda on her birthday (not fair T____T) I did get to FaceTime with her so that was fun! ^.^ <3 And I of course birthday spammed her and Briana on all the websites I know them on XD So yeah, Happy Birthday to the three of them again! <3 So yeah that's kinda just been my February so far lol. Lots of getting ready for friends birthdays. I still need to work on the birthday drawings Amanda and Roger requested, so hopefully I can get started on those soon ; Always so late with things... I made paopu cookies for Amanda, Anthony , Amy , and Roger for Valentine's Day so I hope they enjoy them lol~ I got a Valentine's Day card in the mail from my friend Kelly today so that really made my day! ^w^ And now I can't really think of what else to say at the moment, so I'll catch you guys later! Happy Valentine's Day! n_n